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夜深人静, 往往会情不自禁地回想过往所有的一切
很想回到过去, 过去所有的一切
一切从新开始, 卷土重来

泪痕, 泪痕, 还是泪痕
我发现我经已疲惫不堪

我真的有点累了
我发现 我真的很累了
一个人的黑夜
我一直都以为 我一定会熬不过去
原来
一个人的黑夜
并非我想象的难熬



庆幸所有发生的一切
让我清楚明了
我需要的是什么
我真正缺乏的又是什么

我才发现
我好像开始
开始又慢慢地成长了

或许我又回到从前那个带有稚气的傻女孩
从来不曾站在你的角度去设想所有的一切
只因我从来都不懂得运用哪个角度
180 度吗? 90度吗?


原来你还是会有埋怨的一天
原来你还是会有发挥指令的一天

不是没有填满 爱
我想
是爱 没有被填满



答应我自己
疼 自己多一些些
爱 自己多一些些

因为我知道

一直都在。。。

难关 重重

眼前碍眼的绊脚石, 出现的次数仿佛每日上增
原以为一切将会和平, 听见风平浪静的呼喊
还以为往后的路途将会无限好

殊不知, 夕阳无限好, 无奈, 只是近黄昏
或许平日抱以过高的期望
亦或许天真无瑕地以为雨后真会出现彩虹



霎那间, 一切的念头在零秒之间
经已挥霍而去
一片云彩也不带走地离开
离开我眼前仅有的视线

我,确实带有自私的念头
我,确实曾经很自私地妄想过
我,曾经想过放弃

我,曾经想过挥洒而去
我,曾经想过头也不回地狂奔


请原谅我的盲目
请原谅我的狂野
请再一次地原谅我的胆怯



只因我仍然带有一丝牵挂
我仍然放不了心坎儿的思念

guilty

Promise myself that I won't be skipped class OR leave class earlier from now on......

I was feeling freaking guilty and super duper down when I did so.
Not really like what I did.
Hate that kind of feeling anyway.

Seems like I already missed lots of things or lessons or tips or whatever.
Just a short and as well as simple post to remind myself that I do not ever repeat the SAME mistakes again~~



Forgive what I did to myself since the tuition fees is increasing from days to days.
NO more any excuses for myself and NO more tiring expressions during the class.

NO more chit chatting during the lessons as well.
Forgive myself~~

舞虎



一部完完全全本土制作的贺岁电影
很本土, 很本土

感觉有点新加坡电影的 feel ~~
并不是说本土电影似乎在模仿他人的拍摄手法
或许各国都带有同样的文化 同样的风俗



只能说
绝对不会感到后悔抑或有点心疼抑或 " 早知道去pasar malam 买DVD 看还好过啦。。。”
buatan Malaysia kadang-kala ade product baik jugak!!!

无可否认, 绝对不能坚持外国的月亮特别圆

乌云密布

或许 你不懂
纯粹地 不懂

我有我自个儿的立场
你有你独特的 看法


不是不理解
并也不是 不想去理解

事情的抉择性 让我突然有点 不知所措
事情的来龙去脉 我才突然发现 原来 或许 我只是路人甲



明明很想 明明很想
真地很想 很想
告诉你
倾诉于你



明白与否
似乎经已 不再成为事情的焦点
出卖了今晚的睡眠时间
换来的 或许只有几个字眼 又或许只有几行泪水



如今 为何
你我 似乎 经已
被一层层即迷糊又朦胧的
并不想承认 那是一片乌云
希望那并不是一片乌云

HK 电影

刚褒完一部 香港电影




一部让我爱上的 香港电影 --〉关人7事
无意之中让我 完完整整地观赏整部电影

才发现 导演 原来是 彭顺
演员当中 虽然不是什么 大卡斯
但却很值得一看


一部 足以 让众多 新生代演员 发挥的 香港电影

喜欢 彭顺的 拍摄手法
带有少许的 艺术风格


电影的最后

如果 。。。。。。







dessert outing

What I wished and planned to do in the whole Saturday noon and as well as night was just staying at home peacefully and keep on starring at my pc at home.
Suddenly buddy Jeff asked me out just to spend the boredom and I did really know that he wished to shop and shop exactly.

Thus, as a good and understandable buddy like me, and I needed to complete my mission and responsibility, so I drove out and parked my car in the angkasa condo.
Stepped in the car of buddy Jeff and we start moving to Pavilion.

Not too much people today and seriously felt weird for that because it was weekend.
You guys know what? Buddy Jeff loves to bring me to those branded shops and seriously I was like alien from other planets and start feeling weird and not so comfortable with all those price tags @@

Well, I can't even blamed him because he was used to enter all those shops usually. So, I decided to ignore all those things.
A very sudden expression from buddy Jeff ---> He screamed!!! YES, he did scream.
He asked me whether see the same thing as him or not. At first, I thought that we met someone from the same college as us, but that's not the point at all!!!

He saw the SNOWFLAKE~~


OMG... What kind of expression was that? I was thinking is there something or even someone special appeared in front of us???
Of course we had our seats and did order the dessert.
Next time please don't even show that kind of expression whenever you see some desserts.. It did really scare me a lots. SWT


Well, it was undeniable that the snowflake quite tasty and delicious and yummy :)
Thumbs UPPpppp for that.


Swifted to Times Square. Felt weird again because there was a lotsssss of people and the crowd over there did really make me feel a bit dizzy.
Actually the main purpose that we went out was wanna go for My Honeymoon at Low Yat.But unfortunately we couldn't get it at all. Dissapointed~~

Moved back to the Pavilion and it was raining...How lame was that???
Thought wanna went back but both of us were attracting by some kind of damn good and great smells from somewhere.

OMG again~~ we saw puffs.. you guys know how awesome was that?
We stopped and we bought! Matched with Little Taiwan pearl milk tea.
It was soooOOOoooo nice~~







p/s: strongly recommended this strawberry cheese and chocolate almond crispy puffs~~