刻意 。 缓慢

那夜
一个不算
太孤寂
但
却带有
忧伤的雨夜


线上的友人
邀我一同闲聊
友人背负着一股埋怨的气息
迎我诉说一切的不是
友人
也许真的
开始感到寂寞了吧？？？
诉说道一切仿佛都还未到达尾声。。。

我
回复
我
一切明瞭
指引路前的黑暗路程

- 单身不是罪-

一切的一切
各自的各自
不能牵强
不许刻意
容缓一刻也许带来匿名的惊喜
没有
谁
怕
谁




唯一
的
善变
是
当一切的一切
都不存在一切
当所有的如果
都没有如果




友人
请
尽情地
把你所有的信任都投靠于我呗
允许
我
带领
到达故事的童话世界
也许
带有少许
虚拟
但
却
深深地
填满了
友人的心声



p/s: 友人，前方一切的曲折， 容许你的执著哦。。。- 爱决不容许被计较化-

temple jalan-jalan

Yiipiii~~Since I viewed from someone in FB that someone went to the temple in pekan Broga, and I found that I have been there before when I was young, thus I'm highly interested in it.
That's why I went there again and again.
First reason: as I said just now, wish to find back my own childhood memories over there.
Second: I really wish to take photos there and make it as my assignments which needed to be hand up next week!!! Gossshhhh~~ How I am going to make it? Without taking any photo???
Third: Enough what? Where got so much reasons har???

And we decided to make it right now. Wulalalala~~Luckily we didn't get lost because both of us didn't know the way at all.
Luckily I could still remember some of the ways and finally we did ask help from others.

No people over there lolz. Considered quite HULU~~Well, who cares so much? I'm not getting party over there and thus I needn't so much people crowded over there also.Kept on capturing here and there.
Love there~~ (thumbs UPPpppp)
Pictures do tell the whole trip.





My favourite part here~~ feels like being relax and distress environment. Totally get free here...Look at the background!!! How greeny are there... Thumbs up right?








Piggy piggy~~ comelnye...(of course ain't talking about me lolz)




Buah-buahan tempatan---> durian
siape cepat die dapat (dude's sentence...)













p/s: I ain't showing off. Please don't get misunderstood. Thank you for the corporation. OHH ya!!! Please feel free to ignore my chubby arms. Thanks~~

increase my $$$

wulalalalalalalala~~
Finally I can feel distress + relax a bit.
Because of what? Because of you?
No.. No..No
I just got the result of my student!!!
And I found that her other subjects quite good excpet for BM~~


Thus, I need to put much much more efforts on those freaking disgusting subject(for her only).
Well, you guys always know that I'm always good and expert in language subjects and I hate calculations MOST to the peak.
Therefore, I really don't think that it's such an impossible mission for me to make my student make in love with language subject. *wink


Hope she got to know some of the skills to score in all the subjects.
And her mummy gonna appreciate my teaching and thus increase the pay for me(My wish...)
And I will say TQ for that~~

p/s: I'm not dreaming perhaps

浓缩 vs。扩张

往往事情的发生
总会带着遗憾的心情去接纳一切的一切


我
总在思考
独自一人
很细腻地在思索

在我的视力范围
眼前仅看见一只金鱼游来游去
它
无忧无虑
正享受着鱼缸里的来去自由




某人
却与我意见来个大冲突
仿佛带领千百只斗牛，对我迎面而来
我
快要招架不了


他
说
金鱼快要在鱼缸里头窒息了
你怎么能够袖手旁观呢？？？ 这成何体统？？？





我
又
再一次
快要招架不了
因为
在我的世界里头
某人
的
理论
有点
太扯了


简单化

某人
未免有点太异想天开了吧？？？





在故事的尾声
我
恍然大悟地
发现
某人
并不是异想天开
他
只不过是
把眼前仅有的视线范围
很不小心地
扩张了


p/s: 浓缩视线范围， 世界变得更美丽

挚爱

最近， 翻看了几篇文章。。。
忽然，
发现，额外地发现
有点很不经意地发现

我
还
真的
还蛮幸福的

文章内容报导：
-最后挂电话的人才是最爱你的人-
男孩平静的说，我喜欢你先挂电话，这样我才放心，可是最后挂线的人总是有些遗憾和失落的。。。


我
竟然有点
真的
有点

哽咽因为
我
发现





我是
幸福
的

NB

OMG~~
How ya??? I'm getting damn so in love with it!!!
But unfortunately I found this in those Japan website, and all those japanese I can't even translate and I don't understand at all.
I don't know what kind of series model is this and not sure whether can get it in M'sia outlet.

But I found that there are lots of limited edition quite awesome but cost damn expensive.
Those figures made me feel like wanna vomiting even my last supper.
Some of them really looked cool and fantastic, it feels like you can even fly up to the blue sky once you wearing them. Cool, right?


IF I was a poor lady~~
IF I were a rich pretty aunty~~
IF I were a rich leng hiong kuu~~


How ya???
Too much things I wanna buy and own aaaaa~~
How much I'm gonna save up,ya?
Die 9 9...

my problem or what???

I was damn stressed and by the way I kept asking myself: What's going on right now? What's the current situation now? Am I going too fast every single syllabus or what? My explaination is nor clear enough?


OMG~~OMG~~
Once I walked into my student's house, the first step that I stepped into the room.
" Miss Yap, today she got her BM paper. She got 21.5%. She never got such low marks before. "

I almost got faint, seriously.
I never thought that my student will get such mark.
Well, I was feeling damn super duper depressed and moody and honestly I kept blaming on myself.
But ONE thing that I wanna mention is: I'm just start my teaching one month ago.
And this was the very first exam that she moved to standard 2.
Of course all the things are getting harder and harder.



I'm not getting mad now.
But the problem is: Am I qualified of it?
Or should I stop blamming myself because I was just teaching her since one month ago, and this can't expect too much from me?

I seriously got blank and have got no idea at all.
I'm too weak of it.
I'm suscpecting myself that will I get sick of it?
GOD~~ What's going on???



p/s: I seriously bring my heart out every single moment when I'm teaching. Plus I always give more time and more minute on my teaching class. I never ever ended my class before the actual time. I never curi tulang before.


I'm going die 9 9 soon~~