尾声

三月的最后一天
我想总该写些有的没的吧
好久已没在自个儿的部落格更新了
我想最近的我都在忙于工作吧
回到家经已累垮了


如今的我实在好懊恼哦
原因何在???
让我们回顾今天早上的一段对话吧



“miss yap a,今日你可以载我返某???”
“ok a ,某问题啊~~ ”
“今日系我最后一日咯，以后吾洗麻烦你佐 :) ”
“HARRRRR???? 你听日拿假啊???”
“吾系啊，今日系我last day 佐嘛！ 没做开咯！ ”
“你同miss lam 讲佐??? ”
“讲佐咯！ 她头先出佐买良卑我咯！ ”
“ 甘你某做，我又做到呢个月尾，甘边个帮她教哦??? ”
“吾知哦！”
“甘惨咯！ 我都吾知点讲好~~ ”




无论如何，我明天还是得说个清楚
所谓“ 丑妇终需见家翁”
但是我想，还是等拿了我这个月的薪水再说好了
再过个几天，我又长大了
期待???? 我想还好吧
yuet 今天问了我一个问题
" why you care so much of it???"
" i don't know o"
" sepanjang hari saye memang care of it wor...."
"1 tahun baru ade 1 kali saje leh"


总括而言，我还是得祝我" 生日快乐"
若你们在星期五很巧地遇上了我，我还是会希望得到你们的祝福 :)

思绪

你的思绪与我的思绪
忽然之间，很恍惚地掺杂在一块儿
无法看透这一切
感觉很飘忽
双脚无法很自然地着地


讨厌这种感觉
晚间，双眼无法蒙蔽
只因夜晚的星空布满乌云
乌云抑或是白云
早已无法轻易地分辩


常会埋怨事情的所有一切
但从不会回头看看事情的发源地
也从不会研究过错
埋怨的心情括概了所有


每当心智清醒的时候
才恍然大悟
原来埋怨的背后藏着多么的不堪
从不曾换个角度设想
一切的痛楚突然变得模糊不清

忐忑

走了依然会回来吗???
抑或这只是个人的天真妄想
天空顿时变得有点让人窒息的感觉
仿佛环绕着的氧气逐渐减少
而二氧化碳却逐渐增加


今天的我会是未来的我吗
而今夜的你依然会是往日的你吗
抑或是岁月的蜕变会使一切都变质
变得一无所有
变得伤痕累累
让人变得沧桑不已


学会重来???
值得吗???
得不到的等待或许在未来的某一天
会让你感到这一切都是值得快乐的
肯定的是这滋味并不好受


付出的汗水
一滴一滴的淌下
仿佛鲜血
无法停止这一切的发生
整个过程的流势
让人难以忘怀


春天的势力让人无法阻挡
凋谢的花儿依然敞开着
只可惜此时此刻并不是最佳时刻
施了足够的肥料
始终无法对抗外来的破坏者


你，愿意施舍吗???
你，愿意唾弃吗???
你，是否苏醒???
你，是否被动摇了???

memoraBle

Today supposed have to get enough sleep before going to work in the evening later.
But unfortunately I can't fall asleep.How lame was it???
Therefore,I woke up and something appeared in my mind so sudden.I should update some post in my lovely bloggie :)

About what should I write again???
I viewed all the photos that I've taken before.I was smiling while I was viewing all those photos.
Not to say the pose that we've made,but was the moment when we guys were together.


I'm not dare to say that we are super triple best friend.But one thing that I can guarantee is we all get the TRUE and sincere friendship! Of course we did! Am I right???


I still can remember that time guan wrote something in his personal message.I will never ever forget about it.
He believes that there is NO such thing called FOREVER.
You guys know what?
I was totally agree when I saw it.No lies.I was TOTALLY agree with it.


However,many things in this world we can't even change it.Time passes without any sign.
We could do nothing except we make something special on it.
How special I'm talking about???

I,myself can't even make sure on it.LOL
But,now I need to say that there is still has something special in my life.
For example,all my buddies. :)


We are not that type like nobody keeps secret.
Nope! Among us,I'm sure we still got lots of things never tell each other.
But I think that is quite normal,right???
I don't see it as a problem.


Now,lets us go back to our previous memorable moment that we guys had :)
Just some parts of the photos...

yUet's tReat

Date: 20090221
Location: Tmn Kasturi,Balakong


Hooray!!! Tonight gonna go having dinner with buddies AGAIn!!!
Anyway,don't guess too much. Nobody's birthday or nobody's getting something great....
Just a normal dinner with them.
Purpose??? Yuet said wanna treats us for dinner before she finish spending the previous salary.How kind of HER :)

We've chosen the nearest restaurant here.Tonight we gonna eat CRABS! Thumbs UPPPP!!!!
Besides that,we ordered the steamboat too.




What's the surprised thing that I wanna mention about it was BAo had bring us HIs mother's red wine!
Of course we will never refuse it XD

Yuet,ws and guan almost get drunk of it .
Luckily I did not drink too much.
At first,we were planning wanna go for the next round after dinner,but Yuet was totally get drunk!
That was the reason we have to cancel our plan.

Before going home,we went to Mcdonald drive thru and bought our DESERT-- sundae cone
Yummmyyyy......
Now I can understand the noun which is "satisfaction"!!! haha

Thank you yuet's treat
And another thing I wanna say is "Yuet,next time don't drink too much le !!! haha"

情人 节

没有格外兴奋
亦没有格外期待
不晓得有何独特心情


今天仍然必须工作至夜晚
抵达家时经已夜晚十点
没有华丽的衣裳
没有艳丽的装扮


晚餐时分
就如往常一样填饱肚子
离开了餐厅
往回家的路途开车


没有浓情密语
没有你侬我侬
正如平日一样
没有半点分别


原以为的特别
原以为的分别
恍然大悟中
才发现原来全都是我自个儿的以为


你的一番话
“ 很多事情，未必须等待特别日子才能做的 ”
“ 今天只是一个节日 ”


我才发现
原来我太注重了
一切都是一个名词-- 情人节

彩色盘

虽然近期，一直都在忙着工作
也逐渐减少了自个儿的时间
同样的，活动范围也渐渐地被框住了
但希奇的是，我竟然觉得这样的生活反而充实多了


工作空闲时，我就会掏出一些激励书籍来解闷
譬如说，最近都在看 [刘庸] 的书籍系列
当中领悟了许多为人处事的大道理
其实很多事物，当我们回想的同时
往往会发现同样的事物
其实真的可以从多方面的角度来审评
因为某种事物
唯有利用这样的方法
我们才能够看得透


新年期间，陪同朋友一起去拜访 f6 的一位值得敬佩的老师
谈话当中
发现老师对我现今的工作很有意见
只因她个人认为我因该留住少许时间
然后再善用这些时间
慢慢地自我增值


她的这一番话
一直在我脑海里停留
久久也无法忘怀
我个人倒不这么认为
我觉得每一份工作都有值得我们学习的地方
譬如说，
如果我不坚持这两份工作
成天呆在家里无所事事
我想我会东想想，西又再想想
这样的生活我亲自体验过
想说的是，这样的生活
只会让人知觉发闷
整个空间仿佛被套住似的
周遭的空气流动
只会呈现一种 [闷]


就像前一阵子
许多友人都纷纷说我的部落格
只看得见蓝色的存在
无法看见彩色的影子
只想说，那一阵子的我确实如此
但我想，如今我已找回了属于我自己的彩色盘


自信心逐增不减的我
依然会继续努力寻找我的方向
因为我清楚明了
左右缝源都充满着关怀
以及 值得 我去关心的朋友+ 死党 :)